jaangarcia

my songs… hahaha.. siyempre only one person can relate…

all my life or one last cry? mwah!!!!

been talking to a friend. and she described my life as of this moment… i am at the bottom of the circle of life… and she said everything might be against me right now but to be at the bottom means i have something to look forward to… as they have said its a circle… and everybody has its ups and downs… not for long… not for long… I have so much to look forward to… new beginnings.

"according to your faith it will be done"

i had an interview yesterday at metropolitan hospital in new york. i wore my cousin’s clothes since i dont have much clothes here sa us. most of my clothes are in pinas pa and when i get my papers processed that is when i will have my clothes sent here. anyway, the lady who interviewed me was an african american lady and she was rather much formal compared to the other interviewer who were interviewing the other nurses i was with. but it was all good. she asked me my general background as a nurse and asked me the 5 Rs of giving medications that was pretty easy. also, she pronounced my name as JAY-NIE… and i corrected her by saying its JA-NY like johnny. and she said well new job, new beginning, new name… well i wish it was that easy… how i wish i could just go back to the beginning and start again. then i ask myself where is the beginning? beginning of what? yeah everything was a lot simpler before. but whats the use of dwelling on that? doesnt that emphasize only how complicated things are now? and that only make things harder….